Noone is dependable

I wanna make a confession. Cause I’m really fed up. I’m disappointed because of my self, who is always rely on other people.
in fact, there is no one to depend, no one is dependable. Because of that, I could not make progress. If I’m still like that, I won’t be advanced. How stupid. Being alone, Why I must not be confident? Start from now I must eliminate that dependability little by little. (but how?)

Requiring each other is human nature. but maybe i rely on them too extremely.

Ck. Palak aku. Tergantung kali sama orang. Apa-apa harus ada orang lain. Gak berani maju sendiri. Bacol. Pengecut. Loser! Kupiker-piker, Kalok gini-gini teros, gak bisa maju-maju aku. Argh.

btw, as there are some disaster now in Indonesia, I become dubious to continue my ambission to study in java island. several volcanoes are active. it is the recent topic in my country now. Maybe I will plan to study in Sumatera instead. And it also reappear my desire to study abroad. It’s OK to aspire right?

about food today: hmm, I just wanna publish two photos of food

tiramisu pudding (instant sih. but it looks good)


serabi