Is this right?

When everybody has been focus on what they’ve already got, I’m still around a big question mark:

Is this a right choice?

I’m not saying I’ve been made a wrong decision or I’m entering the wrong entrance. I have not arrived in that conclusion. This is even worse than merely it. I even do not know whether this wrong or not. Although, wise words say that “You have choosed. You have got it. You have been in it. You must undergo it as well as you can ! And be responsible of what you’ve choosed”

OK, I understand it. But, I still need the answer of that question. Enduring what is inappropriate will make everything going worse right? Oh my God, gimme guidance.