talking to whom

hurry up.
I'm on the edge. I'm on the age.
where my mom and some surroundings start trying to set me up.
people suggest me to open up. I just can't.
I don't know how far I can block it.
Are you okay with that? perhaps yes.
At least a little certainty is needed quite soon.
Lyke I can't bear that kind of talking anymore, lyke it's so 'malesin'.
firstly I can't care less.
But it keeps repeating makes me finnaly understand why all this time single man/woman can be fed up about the issue -_-  I used to think why don't they just cover their ears if they dislike it. But it seems finnaly I can see through them, it's quite annoying.